Once Upon a Dream (Part III)

For me, that February was one of those in between birthday years that don’t leave a lasting impression. That said, Mother Nature did her best to make things more memorable by socking  us with a Huge storm. But, I don’t ski, so two feet of snow is not my idea of a grand birthday gift. Combine the snow with the fact that, once again, I was sick, and I was in no mood to celebrate.

Zuni was already not-so-pleased with this winter, but the February storm of 2013 left us all more than a tad unhappy.  I will always wonder if the combination of abdominal drainings and snow made her think, “Yeah, I’m all set here.”

In my eyes, the only perk of a good snow storm is the inevitable snow day. I worked from home, Zuni either in my lap or snoozing by my side, as the snow fell and until the sidewalks cleared. One of the (many, in my eyes) downers of a good snow storm, however, was trying to get Zuni outside in it.

Months ago, we’d established weedle zones in the house for Zuni, placing larger and larger weedle pads in the spare room and near the kitchen, as her aim got worse and worse. Our coming-home-from-work routine morphed to include a new phase for cleaning up places where Zuni missed the pad, in between giving she and Maybel an ecstatic greeting and administering treats.

We never scolded Zuni for missing the pad; she was trying so hard. We even caught her once in the act of bad aim. One evening, she slowly strolled over to the pad, dutifully walked her front paws a few inches onto it, and proceeded to pee…with her butt hanging off the side. Sigh…

Occasionally, as I cleaned up pee, she would sit next to me, looking sheepish. I looked into her sad eyes and pointed at the middle of the pad, “Just walk into the middle, sweetie, please…just into the middle.” And, for a day or two, she would. Then, it was back to cleaning up pee.

The weedle pad in the spare bedroom was for midnight runs, which Zuni took nearly every night. She would jump off of the bed, waking me with a start, to saunter into the other room and do her business. (Somehow, she rarely missed that pad. Curious.)

At first, she could jump back into the bed by herself. As she grew weary, though, she would come to my side of the bed and stand on her hind legs, staring holes into my head until I picked her up and placed her back in bed.

After awhile, I got in the habit of throwing one arm off of the side of the bed when I heard her head out. Upon her return, she would nudge my hand to wake me up and get her lift back into bed.  Those last couple months, I rarely had an unbroken night’s sleep, but there was no way I was going to leave her out of bed!

(After awhile, we put puppy stairs at the foot of the bed so she wouldn’t have to jump down. Oddly, she still wouldn’t walk back up them, preferring her custom-made elevator, aka, me.)

Despite cleaning up a lot of pee, and dealing with even more snow, I enjoyed the week with Nick in Seattle and just us girls in the house. Maybel and I made our almost-daily Petco runs, one of which lead to the discovery of Mr. Ferret.

Similar to the ‘Coon, Mr. Ferret caught my eye as I was leading Maybel out of Petco. He was flat, fuzzy, and squeaked on both ends. Given the success of the ‘Coon, I decided to take another go at a dog toy for Zuni.

I placed the Petco bags on the floor as soon as we walked in the door. Zuni eagerly stuck her head right in, pushing her way past two types of treats to grab Mr Ferret out of the bag. Score number two! Because of the ferrets length and shape, he was ideal for tug of war between Maybel and Zuni, Maybel tugging intuitively and surprisingly gently against her older sibling.

To pass the holiday weekend that February, Zuni and I spent time doing puzzles. I’d put a pillow on the bench next to where I was working, and Zuni would curl up in a ball to nap. Every now and then, she’d sit up and take stock of the puzzle, appraising my progress before curling back up to snooze.

We also developed a Firefly habit. I typically have a hard time falling asleep when Nick is out of town. To combat the insomnia, I’ll put a movie or TV show on in the background. The distraction of choice this week was Firefly reruns.

I propped my iPad up against Nick’s empty pillow and laid my head carefully along the bottom edge of my own. The top, and majority, of my pillow was dedicated to Zuni, who would sprawl her entire body across its king size length, laying her head next to mine, staring intently at the screen.

I swear Zuni had a crush on Malcolm Reynolds. We passed nearly every night that week that way, Maybel curled up at the bottom of the bed, apparently not sharing our Firefly fascination.

Over the course of the week in February, I could tell Zuni’s abdomen was prematurely filling back up. It seemed too early, and I was honestly afraid to tackle the snow and make the trip to the vet by myself.

I was leaving for my Vegas trip soon after Nick’s return. The vet had one appointment while we both were in town, but it was smack in the middle of rush hour traffic. We drove an hour to get to our favorite vet, as it was, so I didn’t take the appointment, opting for one the next day, which Nick would then do alone.

I doubt this story would have ended any differently if I had made the first appointment, and I can only tell events as they transpired. But, I will always wonder how else our tale may have played out.

Our adventure began a little over four years ago with a fateful text. It was about to culminate with one, as well.

This blog, and my Boston marathon run this year, are dedicated to our little pooch Zuni. Please, help Zuni’s shelter the Animal Rescue League of Boston save more wonderful animals in need.  Donate to my 2014 Boston Marathon fundraiser for the Animal Rescue League of Boston! Want to help even more? Please, spread the word to everyone you know!

Zuni went for her last successful abdomen draining in January. Here, she's looking quite svelte afterwards.

Zuni went for her last successful abdomen draining in January. Here, she’s looking quite svelte afterwards.

Once Upon a Dream (Part II)

The winter of 2013 was snowy. Snowy in a way New England hadn’t been since we adopted Zuni. And, as I’ve mentioned before, Zuni hated snow.

Typically, during the winter months, we traveled to Culebra to escape the New England cold. Zuni even accompanied us the prior year (a story for another day). This year, however, as Zuni approached her year anniversary of having monthly abdomen drainings, it was clear we needed to stick closer to home.

Zuni handled every vet visit like a champ, always being braver than I could ever hope to be. Even so, the monthly visits were starting to take their toll and Zuni began healing less and less quickly, the drainage spot taking longer and longer to close up. Her spirit was strong, but her body was starting to protest.

So, for 2013, Nick and I planned separate getaways, Nick to visit his family in West Virginia, followed by a trip to see friends in Seattle, me to have a girl’s vacay in Vegas.

Prior to January, mornings meant walking Zuni and Maybel separately, giving Zuni a quick tour around the block and Maybel a longer stroll through the dog park. As the weather went decidedly downhill, my desire to be in the snow began to rival Zuni’s, and we switched to a single walk with both pups. 

That meant Zuni spent most of our “walks” in my arms, not only because the weather was foul, but because there was no way she would voluntarily enter the dog park.

On foot, if we approached the entrance to the dog park, she’d shift her center of gravity in such a way to make it impossible to move her anywhere, let alone into the park where she could potentially come nose-to-nose with another dog.

(Oddly, that was unless I said “trash can”, in which case she knew she had to enter the park only as far as the first bin. As soon as she heard the dull thud of the used poop bag on the bottom of the barrel, she instantly reversed direction and dragged me out of the park.)

Our typical afternoon routine was a quick group walk around the block, then Zuni remained home while Maybel and I went for a longer walk. When we returned, Zuni was always right by the door.

As soon as the door opened, Maybel bolted to the kitchen counter – the newly minted “snack cabinet” – for an after work treat, and Zuni bounded after her, ears and tail held high, running down Maybel with an energy that belied her health issues.

Maybel’s walks typically took us to Petco. Always the scavenging stray, Maybel loved to dive under the shelves at Petco and sniff out abandoned treats, emerging from below covered in a fresh layer of dust and cobwebs. She had just finished her literal sweep of the floor, and we were heading to the register, when I saw it.

I’m not sure why this particular toy grabbed my attention. Zuni was not a toy dog. My first gift for her was a stuffed toy shaped like a piece of birthday cake, which I picked up in the Detroit Metro airport on a return trip from my parents’. She gave it a token chew then, realizing it was not actually cake, never touched it again.

In fact, the only toys Zuni ever showed interested in were toys designed for people. She defaced a couple beanie babies and a stuffed dogs, and skinned three mechanical dogs. (You know, the kind you could get from Spencer’s that took small forward and backwards steps while yipping. She had it out for those things!) But, if the toy was meant for a pooch, she simply wasn’t interested.

Somehow, the ‘coon changed that.  The ‘coon had an extra furry, large head and a thin, unstuffed fluffy body that squeaked on both ends, the tail giving the typical dog toy squeak and the head giving a mournful lower-pitched squawk. I looked at it and thought, “That is a toy Zuni will like”, and impulsively grabbed it off the shelf (I paid for it, too!)

When I got home with the Petco bag of weedle pads, snacks, and the toy, Zuni (of course) greeted us at the door. I took the ‘coon out of the bag and held it out to her.

“What do you think?” I asked. Zuni answered by grabbing it right out of my hand, tag and all, and taking it over to her bed to chew on.

She loved it, particularly the mournful squeaker in the head. Every time we gave the head a slow, soulful squeak, Zuni’s ears perked up and she’d come running. The ‘coon became a bit of a contention point when Maybel took an interest, so I picked up a second.

In the end, I picked up a third, as Zuni tore the nose off the first, pulled out most of its fuzz, and broke all the squeakers.  ‘Coon number three is now a permanent part of Zuni’s memorial.

And so, January passed.

This blog, and my Boston marathon run this year, are dedicated to our little pooch Zuni. Please, help Zuni’s shelter the Animal Rescue League of Boston save more wonderful animals in need.  Donate to my 2014 Boston Marathon fundraiser for the Animal Rescue League of Boston! Want to help even more? Please, spread the word to everyone you know!

Zuni considered anything knitted as belonging solely to her.

Zuni considered anything knitted as belonging solely to her.

Once Upon a Dream (Part I)

This is the final chapter in Zuni’s story. I have many, many happy stories yet to tell, and I will tell them to you over time. But, today is the one year anniversary of when Zuni passed away. It, therefore, seems only fitting to start telling that particular tale, today.

And, so, over this week, I will share the story of Zuni’s last two months. It begins with a song.

I don’t actually recall when or how it started. At some point it time, not too long after Zuni came to us, I made it a habit of dancing around the South End condo with Zuni while singing her the Sleeping Beauty song “Once upon a dream”.

I can imagine how it started. As a chef, Nick tended to work very late, so Zuni and I had the place to ourselves, free to be as silly as we liked. After a number of years in the restaurant industry, I still tended towards a cocktail or two in the evening. And, for those who don’t know, I am also a huge fan of Disney cartoon movies.

At the time we got Zuni, the little TV and VCR I had since college were still in working order and were next to the bed for night-time movie watching. (Yes, you read that right, TV and VCR.) In the armoire, which resided in the living room because the bedroom lacked the space, we stored not only Zuni’s treats, but my collection of Disney VHS tapes. (Yes, VHS, you read that right, too!)

I can see it now. Zuni and I lazing in bed with a tasty beverage, tucked in for a night of Disney movie viewing.  And, afterwards, our tradition began. As I said, I don’t really recall, but that scenario seems pretty darn likely.

Whatever the origin, “Once upon a dream” became mine and Zuni’s song. I sang it to her often, usually while holding her in my arms and swaying around the room. In my head, I sound just like Sleeping Beauty. Thankfully, no human ears were ever present to bust my bubble, and Zuni never told me anything different.

“Once upon a dream” was our little secret, until now. This story begins with a song; it will end with it, as well.

This blog, and my Boston marathon run this year, are dedicated to our little pooch Zuni. Please, help Zuni’s shelter the Animal Rescue League of Boston save more wonderful animals in need.  Donate to my 2014 Boston Marathon fundraiser for the Animal Rescue League of Boston! Want to help even more? Please, spread the word to everyone you know!

Zuni and I were never caught in the act of dancing around the condo. In this picture, however, we are clearly conspiring on something!

Zuni and I were never caught in the act of dancing around the condo. In this picture, however, we are clearly conspiring on something!